I have found myself recently getting lost in my thoughts.
Sitting on the porch or walking down to the lake, I often don’t remember getting to that exact moment.
I am preoccupied with my thoughts.
There has been so much flash before my eyes the past few weeks, and I feel as if I am a ticking time bomb of emotions…. It’s only a matter of time before they all react at the same time.
When I am alone thinking, I am convinced I will cry, get it all out, and move on…. Yet to happen.
It’s a weird place to be.
Trust issues are coming back again…
I think that I just need to get away from home. These familiar baby blue and brown walls are bringing up too much again.
Just waiting for Jesus to come down from Heaven, and just sit and have a little chat with me…