I want a hug from the familiar people who love me for who I am.
I just want Jesus to renew my heart, because I am stuck.
There are far too many things on my heart at the moment.
I have checked out.
Sometimes I just want to go back to last year….Weird, I know….But I need people again.
Right now, I want to get on the ice, skate a few laps, and feel the peacefulness of the ice once again.
I think I’m fat…So I guess it’s time to deal with that again.
Self esteem….Ha. I have worn sweat pants, T-shirts, and a columbia or hoodie everyday this week….It’s safe to say I don’t have much.
This Sunday I preach…..Is my heart in the right spot for that? hmm….
Speaking in Vespers, has caused satan to work harder…..I don’t know how much more I can take…Both physical, emotional and spiritual…