On the days when I wake up at 6:45, I find myself more emotional than most days. I am sensitive to a lot of things ,and the smallest little comment can upset me, make my day, or cause me to burst in to tears. Today, I have experienced all of those things…It’s a weird thing. I don’t understand.
I was upset because I have been a huge friend fail to my friends who are in the real world. I have started letters to all of them, but have failed to complete any of them…I don’t have a reason to be upset about it…. I have been busy, I know that, but the fact that I have been feeling depressed and lonely again, makes me realize how much I miss them.
Talked to Megan Jane on the phone today during my drive back to Greenville from the parade…Day made….Then, Momma Van de Loo talks to me. My heart is a happy one. I miss Megs, a lot to be honest. More than usual the past two or three weeks….Since she left again. Meh, she is needed in Wisconsin, I just have to place on my big girl pants and accept that fact.
Since I have been up since 6:45, I figured I was tired, and needed to head to bed early… Laying here, thinking about life, boom. Tears. Goodness, my life.